Lost In Beauty-

Friday, September 21, 2007

i really miss blogging now.. haha
such a stress month.. exams,training,fasting etc etc.. exhausted like hell..
SPM is just a few more weeks to go.. maybe 1 month plus? and im not even ready yet..
i've became lazier and lazier every each day.. haihh.. im dying..

I MISS BEIJING!
the memories.. aaahh! its so hard to erase it from my mind!
why did i meet such person? why did that person was so nice to me that time but not now?
seems like rumours are making my feelings hurt more now..
i really dont understand..
although he said it was a misunderstanding between us but it feels that he is keeping his true feelings..
what was he thinking anyway? i really wanted to know..
maybe he was afraid that girls will stop running for him?
oh pleaseee..
well,yes.. i know that you're the star of the country but it doesnt mean that people love you right?
please do think wisely..
you're so confusing..

i keep on wondering.. when will i meet the right person for me? maybe when im 24-30 years old?
maybe i should find someone who is really older than me..
maybe i could be happy rather than being with the boys now.. who knows.. haha
well, guys nowadays are all the same.. its so hard for me to trust any guys now..
although sweet words love to come out from their mouth..
i will not fall for it anymore!

my plans after SPM:
1. take my drivers license
2. go to overseas for holiday (not for bowling puhhleasee)
3. buy a new brand car for me =)
4. go to Genting with my friends (ehemm.. no parents allowed!)
5. take korean language classes

the beauty exposed ;