Lost In Beauty-

Thursday, September 27, 2007

im so tired of fasting,training,studying and going to school..

46 more days to go for SPM

fighting sofy

이홍기~
정말 사랑해요~

우리 한번 만날 수 있을까요

진짜 만나고 싶어요~
말레이시아에서 꼭 와요~ 꼭

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Monday, September 24, 2007

im so tired of studying~

i cant wait till SPM finishes..
so i can online anytime i want..

im loving F.T Island sooo much~

especially hong ki & jong hoon.. they have the same age as i do.. weeeeeeee

some random pics of hong ki

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

omg

my idol won again this year

weeeeeeeee

congratulations idol..

you're the best idol

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

went to the driving academy today for the course..
thought it'd be fun but it turn out to be such a boring course..
met some new peoples which i think that they're scary..

there's this indian guy at first kept on disturbing me in the van which we all had to squeeze in to go to the academy..
he just cant stop disturbing me although we dont know each other..
well i really do afraid of indian peoples more since that day when my mom almost got kidnapped and robbed by 3 indian guys..
for those people who's wondering, the story goes on like this...

my mom was sweeping outside the house early in the morning because she did not sleep after eating 'sahur' around 5:30am..
then my mom told me that there's this grey proton car stopped in front of her..
my mom thought that they're asking for directions..
then came out 2 indian guys from the car trying to pull my mom inside the car..
she started to shout (my mom does shout loud) and luckily my dad was downstairs watching TV..
if my dad was sleeping that time i think they'll take my mom away since it was around 7:30am in the morning..
well who would have thought that there are kidnappers early in the morning right..

the world is turning into a disaster!
never would have thought that this world are turning into a nightmare which we could not wake it up.
oh God.. please let this world be free from unwanted happenings.. only You that i can ask for help and no one else can i ask..

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Friday, September 21, 2007

i really miss blogging now.. haha
such a stress month.. exams,training,fasting etc etc.. exhausted like hell..
SPM is just a few more weeks to go.. maybe 1 month plus? and im not even ready yet..
i've became lazier and lazier every each day.. haihh.. im dying..

I MISS BEIJING!
the memories.. aaahh! its so hard to erase it from my mind!
why did i meet such person? why did that person was so nice to me that time but not now?
seems like rumours are making my feelings hurt more now..
i really dont understand..
although he said it was a misunderstanding between us but it feels that he is keeping his true feelings..
what was he thinking anyway? i really wanted to know..
maybe he was afraid that girls will stop running for him?
oh pleaseee..
well,yes.. i know that you're the star of the country but it doesnt mean that people love you right?
please do think wisely..
you're so confusing..

i keep on wondering.. when will i meet the right person for me? maybe when im 24-30 years old?
maybe i should find someone who is really older than me..
maybe i could be happy rather than being with the boys now.. who knows.. haha
well, guys nowadays are all the same.. its so hard for me to trust any guys now..
although sweet words love to come out from their mouth..
i will not fall for it anymore!

my plans after SPM:
1. take my drivers license
2. go to overseas for holiday (not for bowling puhhleasee)
3. buy a new brand car for me =)
4. go to Genting with my friends (ehemm.. no parents allowed!)
5. take korean language classes

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Saturday, September 8, 2007

its been awhile since i last blog.. the internet had been frreakingg slowww..

well actually i have to go now.. i wanted to blog about what happened in beijing but maybe later..

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