why do i have so many problems lately? before this was about love and now friendships? i really dont understand. all i know was before this i helped my friends alot and they didnt seem to appreciate it now. they should think how much i had helped them and not just suddenly turn to be my haters. i seriously need someone to talk to right now. i had been thinking about this for the whole night. how much pain and how sad i am to face this problem. although before this i did made them angry for a few times but at least i did ask for forgiveness right? it seems that im all alone now.

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what a day. finally i get to talk again with my friends. at least i felt that im still accepted as their friend. but one thing that made me wonder is why do people hate me? did i do something that made them angry or something? they should front me and not hiding it from me so i know what did i do wrong right? i wish i could turn back time. i really wanted to be the way i used to be before.

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watched 'alone' today with art. not too scary though. haha. like art said is this movie funny or what? hehe =)

talked with jae min just now. talked about craps because we were too bored. haha. talked about the places that im going to go such as seoul, jeju island,mbc studio, nami island & mount sora. then we he had thought me some korean languages. hehe.

oh i wish i had sung yoo ri's skin. her skin is just toooo perfect! and she's sooo pretty!

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just recovered from fever. didnt go to school for 3 days already. but have to go to training today. haihhzz

im so tired and so sad the more i live. well hope i can be better after SPM.

indonesia open. hope i can go. so i can start my revenge on him.

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yeay! i won the roll off today. won RM2800 today. but i have to pay to uncle bc RM700 because i borrowed his money in US. hehe.

im confirmed for the asian youth spot. weehee! and the other 3 girls they will choose from the gemilang or they will have a roll off. hope i can go to indonesia open before the asian youth! =(

today,after the roll off went to play badminton with them. im getting better at it and i started to run more instead of just standing in one place! hahaha.

im gonna be so damn tired tomorrow. school,gym and training. haihhhzzz.

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You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romance You love to kiss under the stars or by the sea The perfect kiss involves the perfect mood It's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

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You Should Travel to Japan

From freak sightings in Harajuku to awesome sashimi, you'll love Japan. And who knows? You might end up on Japanese TV!

What Asian Country Should You Visit?

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Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect

Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!

Are You a Good Kisser?

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You Are "Wow"!

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

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You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life. But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it. Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career. Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

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You Are a Soft Kisser

Your kissing style is understated, but effective You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses. And the key is, you only give kisses to someone incredibly special Because you don't just go around kissing anyone

What's Your Kissing Style?

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Your Ideal Hairstyle:

Choppy Layers

What Women's Hairstyle Is Right For You?

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You Are Most Like Tyra Banks

Totally smokin' with tons of attitude

Which Victoria's Secret Angel Are You?

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You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Shy

When a guy gets to know you, he finds a great catch Problem is... you're too shy for most guys to get to know. From meeting someone to dating, you usually have your guard up. And while you're just holding back, it makes you seem like you've got something to hide.

Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?

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Your Nail Polish Color is Pink

How you're unique: You're girly without being high maintenance Why your style rocks: You're the perfect blend of stylish, preppy, and cute What this color says about you: "I am secure enough not to follow every trend"

What Color Nail Polish Best Fits You?

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You Should Be With an Air Sign!

Your best match is a Gemini, Libra, or Aquarius Why? You crave excitement and playful banter Only an Air Sign can match your wit - and keep you on your toes As for fun, an Air Sign guy will show you plenty� with tons of surprises Just be sure to introduce him to some new playful experiences as well!

What Sign Guy Should You Date?

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You Should Date An Australian!

You're a down to earth, outdoorsy kind of girl And you need a guy who can keep up with your adventures A rugged Austrailian guy is just your style Better start learning how to surf!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

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yesterday i found out that he has a homepage when i was looking at ji hoon's homepage. nothing much in his homepage. but i didnt know that he can actually online. he told me that he cant online and he's busy with his training. such a big fat liar.

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today went to gym and my body ache everywhere. and today the wushu guy FC smiled at me!! weeeeeee! hahaha. and the other wushu guy ah fai talked to me. weeeeeee! hahahaaahahaha. but they both are so short la. hehe. i think they're slightly taller than me. well, but they're good lookin! =DDD

training was okay. we laughed alot today. talking about the pilots on how they give announcement to their passengers. and wendy was... omigosh. so damn funny! ahahaha.

daniel is going to have another baby! and its a baby boy! congratulations daniel! hope your baby is going to be as cute as your daughter. hehehe

today i drove! haha. so nice. it was hard at first but it felt better after a while. hehe. nice!

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really nice songs and they have great voices. known as the female 'SG Wannabe'. this album was released on 25th May 2007. for the ones who never heard korean songs before and would like to hear korean songs, these songs are a good start. the first track song '사랑의 인사' is currently ranked number 1 in korea. you guys should give it a try. but all of the songs in this album are my favourites now. =)



SeeYa Vol.2 - Lovely Sweet Heart

(click to hear)
1. 사랑의 인사

2. 결혼할까요

3. 너는 내 남자

4. Dirty Dancing

5. 어떻게 널 잊겠니

6. 사랑아

7. 그 사람이 나를 사랑해요

8. Summer Dream

9. 사랑이 간다

10. 감동을 주세요

11. 얼음인형

12. 순애보

13. 남

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Did you hate me that much?
That you could just throw everything away?
Can you live if you forget me? Can you really do that to me?
Can you throw away all the scars you got from me?
If you can leave a little bit more comfortably,
I would do everything and anything
I was so naive when I saw your struggling image
I couldnt even say one affectionate word to you
Am I being too selfish?
If I cry and cling onto you, will you come back?

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