Lost In Beauty-

Monday, May 14, 2007

i was so calm when i heard that he actually does not have other girlfriend. the reason he did not contact me is because he had ruined his handphone when he argued with his mother about stopping his bowling career. he told me that this year was a bad year for him and his body have some problems. i was so sad to hear that and wanted to see him right away. and he told me that he likes me but we cant continue our relationship because we cant meet and we cant even talk always like before. i dont know why but now i love him more than ever. i just cant leave him although we have no hopes for the future. how i wish i could stay there just to be with him all the times. but i know thats not gonna happen anyway. i think the next time i see him the first thing i'll do is i'll just hug him and never let go. i think i should have keep it so that we can be together forever and no one can tear us apart. i really love you and i will not forget you forever. it just seems that you're my true love because i had never felt this way before. please god let us be together forever again one day. i love you.

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